Quick shot--my niece and I last weekend

Isn't she precious?

I can never spell "niece." Why is that?

Only mostly dead

So. I'm not, as has been rumored, dead.

What I am is buried in grading. Buried, smothered, consumed by grading. In addition to the usual byproducts of my own teaching, I'm also scoring essays for College Board.

Good news: I get paid for it, and I think the experience will help me give better advice to my kids.

Not as good news: It's very time consuming and very tiring.

Speaking of--off to bed.

Not dead. I'll be back.

The Universe Hates You, Bitch

I snapped this picture with my cell phone this morning. The asshole in the red sweater is--I am not making this up--parked next to a gas pump and drying her freshly washed Saturn with handfuls of paper towels from the courtesy towel dispenser.

Punkass went through the car wash and then bogarted a gas pumping space while she dried every inch of her car with handful after handful of community paper towels.

I don't even know if she bought gas at all! She certainly didn't use the pump while I was there.

It's a very busy station, too--the only one in that crowded intersection. The pump next to her was the only one open when I pulled in, and because of her rudeness I had to drive past and turn around to get myself in position. I watched other drivers pull in searching for an open pump while I was filling my tank and goggling at this jerk's selfishness.

How does someone get that way, seriously?

Judge Judy Amuses Herself with the Stupid

More Judge Judy. Some glorious stupidity here.

A glimmer of reason

Michigan Schools OKs Teaching Evolution in Science Class, Not Intelligent Design

It's OK to teach science in Science class. What a concept!

Could you please speak up? It's the genital warts.

One time back in grad school I had an ear infection.

If you've ever had one, you know an ear infection feels like some sadistic torturous clown inflated a balloon inside your ear canal. A balloon with spikes. Perhaps more like a spiny blowfish.

Anyway, another disconcerting symptom of the infection is near deafness. I don't know why; I can only assume the blowfish blocks the sound waves.

As all fair-sized campuses do, my university boasted a bustling Student Health Center, affectionately known as the Quack Shack, where a student ID was your hot ticket to free examinations and cheap birth control prescriptions.

I carried my throbbing ear to Student Health, somehow managing to avoid being run down in the crosswalks on the way even though I couldn't hear the screeching tires and didn't much care. Life was pain.

I signed in with a description of my complaint, waited the requisite half hour, and was called by a nurse who ushered me into an elevator with another younger woman. When we arrived at our floor the nurse ordered me to one examination room and the other woman to another.

A few minutes later a doctor arrived and spoke to me, but since she clearly had not bothered to read my chart and thus did not recognize that I was experiencing Bose-level noise-cancelling effects, I couldn't understand a goddamn word she was saying.

Trying not to expose all of my annoyance--I needed drugs from this person after all--I asked, "I beg your pardon?"

Again: "Oo Inca ha Vegeta horks?"

The fuck? "I'm sorry, what?"

Finally, looking utterly perturbed, she yelled, "SO YOU THINK YOU HAVE GENITAL WARTS?"

Um.

"Sorry, no." I gestured lamely toward my blowed up ear. "Ear infection."

Confused, the poor doctor flipped past my chart to the other one in her hand and then switched them. "Oh. Right. Excuse me a moment." And she bailed. I actually felt worse for her--and my be-warted elevator companion--than for myself. At least briefly.

Of course I told this story to all my friends back at the English Department, and for weeks afterward our offices rang with, "I'M SORRY BUT I CAN'T HEAR YOU. I HAVE GENITAL WARTS."

Hysterical as it was at the time, I had totally forgotten about this incident until yesterday, when I again found myself facing a doctor who had no idea why I was there. The details are honestly too boring to waste time on, but suffice to say I had a section of pre-cancerous material removed from my cervix several months ago. In August I had to go for another dramatic exam (I think this was my fourth such) where my cervix appears on a TV screen (I knew I'd get my 15 minutes someday!) and several doctors and nurses stand around and make comments about it that a more secure person than I might find uncomfortably personal.

Everything looked fine at first, and I was thinking I might be well out of this mess, when suddenly the talk turned to some "squamo-something-junction" that refused to show itself. I'm not even going to describe what they did next, but it involved some very nasty implements and felt more than anything else like early labor. Not fun. Not nice. And they never found this stupid thing that NO ONE HAD EVER, EVER MENTIONED BEFORE.

So I got referred to a specialist, someone who could hurt me with more precision.

I went to this specialist yesterday--nervous, I admit. When I was called in, it was like genital warts lady all over again, because she started asking me very direct and technical questions...about my bladder functions. Now, my bladder ain't what she used to be since the whole childbirth thing, gods know, but was she suggesting I tinkle when I sneeze because of my squamo-whateverthefuck? So confused.

And she was clearly just as puzzled, as she gamely continued the survey.

"How many times a day do you urinate?"

I, er, never thought about it? It depends on how many times something startles me? I wasn't prepared for this test! I never got the study guide!

She finally asked me what the hell I was there for and I told her: I really have no fucking idea. OK, I didn't say that, but I was sure thinking it by then.

She popped out in a fluster, popped back in a few moments later and beamed hopefully, "Do you think you could urinate for me?" I felt guilty, like I was giving her a terrible time, but I had to admit, shamefaced, that I had gone right before I came in. I made an attempt to cheer her: "Maybe in a bit?" Off she went again.

Ultimately, she gave up and sent the doctor in, who read my chart and said, "They did a LEEP right?" Ah ha! Now I was on firmer ground! YES. Yes, they did. "Hmm. Well, if they can't find the [thing] it's probably because they removed it." Oh. I suppose that does have a certain logic...

Then he told me he couldn't imagine why I got sent to him since he had nothing to do with such business--"but if you were born with two uteruses I'd be the guy to see!"--so he didn't charge me for the time I took up being asked questions about peeing. Which was kind of him since this clusterfuck wasn't his fault, surely.

So, yeah, that's me: Chick who never seems to have the right ailment. At least I could hear this time.

Dude, that's freakin' MARS

I'm a huge space geek. Check out Space.com sometime to see glorious photos like this shot from the Mars Rover.

Please let humans walk on Mars before I die. Is that so much to ask?

Is it hot in here?

I had a weirdly atheistic weekend.

Friday night I attended my first ever Oklahoma Atheists meetup. If you've spent any time in this Wind Tunnel for Jesus you know that atheists are not just a minority here; we're more like boogeymen used to frighten children. So it was rather more disconcerting than I had anticipated to enter an unfamiliar restaurant and find myself asking a waitress, "Um, hi, sorry, but...do you know where the atheists are?"

Of course I couldn't identify them by sight because they merely looked like people having dinner, like everyone else in the place. (Though I could tell they were different once I got close because of all the flyers and newsletters being handed about.)

Energized by the communal spirit of non-spirituality, I spent a good portion of Saturday reading Sam Harris's new book Letter to a Christian Nation, which was fantastic, as well as some publications of the Freedom from Religion Foundation.

In addition, I watched Richard Dawkins's two-hour BBC piece called The Root of All Evil courtesy of Google Video.

If nothing else it feels good to know I'm not alone.